ESSENTIAL INFO: female, RH, in menopause
SYMPTOMS: mid back pain, indigestion, frequent trapped wind, fatigue, night sweats
PROGRAM: pancreatic gland, yellow group (endoderm) controlled in the brainstem
CONFLICT: Indigestible Morsel involving family conflict/arguments and inheritance.
EXPLANATION:
My beloved Nan (featured in my presentations) passed away late October 2024, aged 104yrs. I was very close to my Nan and she was like a second Mum to me. At the time of her passing, I was caring for my Mum who was also at her end of life, and she passed 5 days later. It was such a devastating, stressful time.
I had regular contact with my Mum’s siblings, and regularly helped them with Nan’s care in the absence of Mum who had stopped caring for my Nan in the last couple of years due to ill health. Mum’s funeral was 10 days after her passing, and we saw and spoke to my Mum’s siblings. I asked when Nan’s funeral was and they said they didn’t know yet.
Since that day, I kept in touch with both, to see how they were and to ask for update to Nan’s funeral, but there were no replies or answers to calls. I made excuses that they were probably too distraught to answer calls, having lost their sister and mother, so I just kept sending them love and offering help when I messaged, remaining compassionate while others were getting angry and frustrated.
I found the contact of an extended family member of my Nan’s large family who I knew well when I was younger, so I messaged and was told basic details of Nan’s funeral, which was in a weeks’ time. My Dad remembered the funeral home used for my Grandad so I called them and asked them to confirm the funeral details and where we could send flowers. This is important as my Nan called me her flower girl and always said that she knew she could trust me I would sort her flowers when she passed.
To our shock and surprise (my conflict shock), they would not disclose any information as my uncle had expressly stated it was a private service and they were not to give out any info to anyone! I called back in tears and pleaded for information, all I wanted to do was say goodbye to my Nan and I could not understand why our entire side of the family were being shunned like this, but all they would say is it was on my uncle’s order. This was the precise moment of DHS as I totally felt at that moment that we were being purposefully excluded.
I managed to get in touch with my cousin who confirmed the funeral was in 3days so I managed to get flowers arranged and sent to the funeral. We attended the funeral off our own backs, while my Mum’s siblings and their families arrived with the hearse in limos. We were ushered in with the rest of the attendees, without seat reservations, which were all for Mum’s siblings’ families who walked down the aisle to the entrance music. After the service, my brother and I approached Mum’s siblings and were completely blanked and brushed aside. Extended family noticed this and were sympathetic and compassionate.
Over the following weeks, I was obsessed and confused as to why this was happening (I realise now I was Conflict Active). Then I thought, I wonder were they trying to cut us out of Nan’s will as Mum had passed? We employed a brilliant solicitor, who I had previous experience of and explained everything to. She was extremely understanding and reassuring and she promised to get to the bottom of it if there was any fishy business. I felt relieved, though still could not believe this was happening in what I thought was a loving close-knit family.
Around February 2025, I began experiencing quite a bad pain in the centre of my back under my ribs that was debilitating at times. It felt like trapped wind, and I had thought it was digestive as I have also had bad acid reflux and frequent belching. I also had a stiffness in my right neck, deep under the base of the skull. I had thought this was indigestible anger (stomach program) or territorial anger (small curvature of stomach) and had been trying to work out what my anger was that was causing the acid but nothing really resonated.
I wondered if I needed spinal manipulation as I have previously had vertebrae fusion in that area, so as the pain became quite debilitating at times, I went for kinesiology to a friend who is also learning GNM. She found I had malabsorption due to lipase deficiency, and this explains why the pain had worsened since following a ketogenic diet to lose weight, and why I was also experiencing a weight plateau.
This was adjusted and I began researching enzyme supplements to support my digestion while it balanced. I purchased some grass-fed beef organs (best way to get glandular and enzymatic support is from the gland itself). My symptoms eased significantly by supporting my body in this way.
It was during my research into enzymes that the puzzle fitted together…
LIGHT BULB MOMENT: This was all related to the pancreas!
I knew this was triggered by family argument and inheritance so it fitted perfectly! I looked up on learning GNM and pancreas in healing can cause back pain (from referred pain due to nerve pressure), indigestion, fatigue, reduced enzymes (lipase, amylase and protase), night sweats and wind. All relevant!
Muscle Testing
Lloyd and I did some muscle testing to confirm this and find out what I needed to do, as I was concerned due to mainstream research showing that back pain can not only relate to pancreatitis (pancreas gland in healing), but also to pancreatic cancer (pancreas gland active in prolonged conflict) – as my Nan’s inheritance still was not resolved, this actually panicked me as it has been 8months!
The testing confirmed it is pancreas in healing. The initial shock was confirmed as during the phone call to the funeral home. This was resolved when the solicitor agreed to get to the bottom of the will issues (inheritance morsel).
Two emotions came up to clear, which I determined with blind testing (I didn’t look at emotion chart and identified the emotions by number, so I could not subconsciously influence the result). The emotions were Rejection and Humiliation – rejection from the funeral call and humiliation from the funeral when we were shunned.
I tested as beneficial to stay on the ketogenic diet and have the beef organs to take pressure off my healing pancreas. I also tested that moringa (a supplement we sell at our shop) and magnesium chloride baths are also supportive to the healing.
Feeling relieved that I understood the cause of my symptoms and the impact this has had on me, I allowed the healing and became aware of thoughts and feelings that may not be beneficial.
The healing was extended, which was likely due to the amount of stress and life changes I was experiencing (not all bad, but stressful all the same). Confirming the conflict, I received a small deposit in my account from my Nan’s will one evening and that night had bad night sweats and flu-type symptoms the following day. This tells me that the deposit may have caused a further resolution that allowed the healing to move forward.
It appears to have only been highlighted by the ketogenic diet, as symptoms were quite mild before that. I wonder whether it would have just been one of those programs that runs and heals in the background unknowingly without this being highlighted to me by the increased demand of enzymes caused by my change in diet? Although, I am pleased that I knew what was happening and could support my body in the process.